For those wondering where David Holzman's Diary fits into the scheme of my blog, this free-form experiment in direct cinema was issued on a Criterion Collection laserdisc back in October 1994. (If you click the above link, you'll read the original essay included in that package.) When I watched it for free online the other day via the Vimeo website, I knew practically nothing about the movie other than that it could be seen as a precursor of sorts to the 21st century phenomenon of YouTube vloggers who chronicle their lives to varying degrees of mundane detail, seeking to pull viewers into whatever fascinating experiences or excruciating dilemmas they think would hold their attention. Obviously, a lot has happened in the realm of personal public self-disclosure on film and video between 1967 and now. For starters, the editing process is so much easier. Today's viewers will almost certainly be deeply vexed by the apparent reluctance of our on-camera subject to slice out the long... I mean, really long... pauses that slow his verbal ejaculations to a tediously painful crawl, at several stops along the way.
But that's as it should be. All part of the filmmaker's plan, to lock us into the paralyzed, semi-stoned headspace of the youthful (22 years old), newly unemployed, sexually frustrated, dangerously draftable and existentially adrift Mr. David Holzman as he grasped for some anchor of meaning and purpose in his life at a particularly poignant juncture.
The explicitly stated mission of David Holzman's Diary is to put into practice none other than Jean-Luc Godard's oft-quoted maxim that "the cinema is truth at 24 frames per second." As much as I enjoy (and often stand in awe of) the films of M. Godard, I've long felt the impulse to call BS on this particular bit of attention-grabbing, self-gratifying hyperbole that probably issued from his lips in a moment of cynical ecstasy, as he recognized that he had a reporter hanging reverently on his every utterance and some strange impulse overtook him to send forth those captivating but ultimately hollow words. And yet... and yet, Godard's reputation amongst a certain set of young intellectuals at the time was such that the phrase pointed the way to an obscure but mind-expanding truth. Similarly weighted ponderings by acolytes of various tastes and temperaments were being accorded to the sayings of pop culture prophets like Bob Dylan, John Lennon, Lenny Bruce and Paramahansa Yogananda. Among others. This film is merely the filmic journal of an earnest Godardian true believer.
On a side note, one of the aspects of this pioneering work that I found most fascinating was the record it provides of the technical set-up necessary to make such a movie back then. Shoulder mounted camera, bulky lavalier mic around the neck feeding into a portable reel-to-reel tape recorder - that was probably a good 35 pounds of stuff that had to be affixed to David's body to capture the free walking action that puts us virtually on the streets of northern Manhattan in the Summer of Love. So underscoring all the intellectual labor on display here, there's also a rigorous physical aspect, a price being exacted in the timeless currency of sweat and muscle sacrificed in the pursuit of art.
Given the recent adversities that young Mr. Holzman had to endure, I can hardly blame him for reaching out, practically in desperation, for some measure of reassurance from the cinema, that source of cultural wisdom and comfort that had sustained him over the recent months when life was rolling along in a more manageable fashion. If an actual flourish of enlightenment should occur in the process, neither he nor we would object, I'm quite sure. His name dropping of celebrated directors like Luchino Visconti, Francois Truffaut and Vincent Minnelli still resonates meaningfully to viewers nearly 50 years later, as we discover a common bond of aesthetic refinement that's been cultivated and blossomed along similar lines of development despite our respective distance in geospatial and chronosystemic coordinates.
So we're privileged to accompany Holzman on his shambolic, spontaneous pilgrimage through the streets of New York City, over the course of a week or so in mid-July 1967. We meet his girlfriend Penny, unfortunately a bit too hung up to feel fully at ease in front of the camera, despite having accumulated many hours of experience as a fashion model who even consents to doing the occasional nude shot. She's given multiple chances to reveal her inner light for the rest of us to enjoy, but she winds up copping out, quite literally actually, going so far as to call the police to turn her (ex) boyfriend away when he tries to patch things up and get back in her groove.
David's friend Pepe fares a little better, even though he kind of functions as a Captain Comedown, if that makes sense, puncturing some holes in Holzman's theories by calling into question several of the principles propelling the conceptual urgency that brought this project to fruition. I gotta respect David's ballsy artistic integrity to include this skeptical critique into the final cut, like he's not all that bothered to let his cynical friend's bummer take on his scheme get equal time, since he inherently holds confidence that the truth will indeed bear itself out.
Holzman's journey into the heart of cinematic darkness proceeds relentlessly, as he conquers his fear and includes the salty parlay of a jaded old whore who pulls up one afternoon in her Thunderbird for an impromptu curbside interview. She's so brash, so brazen... frankly, so much more experienced in the ways of the world in comparison to our sensitive but still rather callow protagonist, that he finds himself unable to match pace with her barrage of casual mocking profanity. By the time his tape runs out, it's painfully clear that David has endured a humbling rite of passage... yet another layer of youthful naivete and delusion stripped away, and not without a requisite degree of suffering. Still, it's a necessary encounter in his pilgrimage toward the truth.
And his meandering journey continues through several more passages that, even as they galvanize our attention while we sit in passive contemplation of the moments his camera has captured on film, must have been all the more vivifying and soul-stirring to experience in person. The contemplation of an enigmatic beauty, randomly enjoined on an afternoon's subway ride, that metamorphoses into a thrilling pursuit through the concrete canyons of an urban jungle... the time-etched visages of wizened elders, seated in a long circuitous row on benches in Needle Park, accompanied by the inscrutable ballots cast by the gathered nations of the world on a UN proposal of vague significance... the rapturous obtainment of a fish-eye lens and a glorious indulgence in the bulbous perspective that is made possible when Life is Observed through this uniquely crafted artificial eye.
And let me not neglect to mention the space-age stimulation of an entire evening's worth of network TV, flashed past us in just a few frenetic minutes. The Huntley/Brinkley news broadcast, first-run episodes of Batman, Star Trek, the Dean Martin variety program, late night talk shows, even a post-midnight airing of Shirley Temple in Bright Eyes. And commercials... the commercials! Still capable after all these years, and even in this incomprehensibly compressed format of delivering their powerfully efficient subliminal messages. What I wouldn't give right now for a pack of Lark cigarettes!
David Holzman's Diary eventually proceeds toward a conclusion as bitterly futile, as exasperatingly perverse and ultimately thwarted as any movie I can recall viewing from recent memory. But that's not to say that the journey was unsatisfying, or lacked in any significant way that note of emphatic conclusion that assures us the time spent under its spell was a worthy investment of that most precious resource. Not all endeavors into new and uncharted territories will deliver a bounty of material or intellectual rewards. Indeed, our accompaniment with David along the way of his sad sojourn is a small dole of recompense for one who bravely pioneered a path that many of us might have otherwise traveled, were it not for his proverbial example. He courageously subjected himself to the tyranny of camera and recorder, celluloid and magnetic tape, slavishly obedient to their whims in an experimental frenzy, laying down his guard, shedding himself of inhibitions in a manner most worthy of those fearless, and all too often anonymous, astral-nauts of the golden age of psychedelia.
David Holzman's name has indeed almost certainly been forgotten by far too many of his cultural descendants of the new millennium, who owe him more than their young minds and deprived educations can even begin to fathom. He cleared a path for our exploration, and when he reached its inevitable end, he overcame the harsh disappointment he must have felt so that he could turn around and face us. He preserved this precious record in durable media, placed it before us, now freely accessible thanks to the wonders of the internet, and erected a sign post clearly warning us all: DO NOT FOLLOW.
Don't believe me? Watch it for yourself right here:
from Workroomfilms on Vimeo.
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